disappointment

how about the fighting illini, so much promise and then what. oh well. what do you do with disappointment, little ones, huge ones and those in between. i get tired of them and i am amazed which ones set me off. not clock tower set off but set off none the less. i know there are mental health reasons for when you fill up with stuff and it must come out but i wonder what can be done to hold back the flow. probably some sort of exercise i am not doing or can figure out how to make my body do, figures, now more disappointment. not sound like an unrealistic otherworldly fool but i am happy i/we serve a God who cares enough to take our disappointments and do whatever He does with them. i tryed to think of the right word for that last sentence but i don't know what He does with them which proves i don't know how to process them and increases my awe in Him and settles again my devotion to Him.